Thursday, October 22, 2015

WINNERS + break time

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Now, you may have noticed that I've been awfully quiet this week... I was up 3 pounds at my weigh in on Saturday.

That was hard. I felt like I did everything "right," had a great week--and I was UP THREE POUNDS. I can say I'm okay with it all I want--I'm sure it was just water, bloat, muscle, whatever you want to call it... but it's still frustrating as hell. Even though we're not "supposed" to focus on the scale... at this point in my journey, I am still overweight, I am still obese. No matter your opinion of the BMI scale, that's not healthy for someone who has like, zero muscles.

So I've taken a break from thinking about weight this week. Well, as much as I can--it's still constantly in the back of my mind. It was probably Monday before I realized that's what I was doing, and after that I just decided to go with it.

I also haven't tracked anything or looked up the points in anything. I've just been... eating. I haven't been bingeing, though I certainly haven't been making the best choices. I'm also considering skipping the scale this week altogether... I doubt it's going to be pretty, and maybe NOT weighing in is the perfect end to my week "off". I don't know.

I haven't read any blogs this week either. I just didn't want to think about weight or health or food or exercise or any of that stuff that's consumed my mind for so long.

So anyway. I apologize for being MIA. I just needed a break.

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